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Part 10

Linda's P.O.V.

The night was wonderful. The party went really well- if we except the scene with Daryl, that guy has a weird effect on me- and I have a great guy by my side. So if my life was so good, then why was I so...empty? I needed passion in my life and emotions. I needed to feel alive and although Jensen was the perfect guy, a real prince, it wasn't for me. I knew that only one person was my soul mate, but I couldn't think of him...

I stopped thinking those things and I focused on my boyfriend. I watched him carefully while he was driving. He was handsome, tall, toned, and his eyes were almost glowing under the moonlight. So, why was I only thinking of Daryl?
I shook my head. I decided I wouldn't think of him again. I wasn't single anymore and I had better realize that before I do something really stupid...

“What's up Linda?” I heard Jensen asking in a gentle tone.

“I'm just tired” I replied. “You cannot imagine how hard it is to organize a party like that and be a girlfriend at the same time.” I gave him a dazzling smile. He smiled back and for a moment I forgot everything that I was thinking. I was glad to be with him.

“I'll see you tomorrow!” I said and gave him a kiss. As we were kissing I had a strange wish... I hoped it was Daryl the one I was kissing. I shook that thought off my head and pulled back immediately. He looked at me confused, but he let it go. “Goodnight!”

“Sleep tight, princess!” he winked and I giggled. I headed for the front door and unlocked it. Steve was sleeping and I hadn't seen Alicia... I just hope she was working late and not being with Brandon... I had to talk to her about him... But what should I tell her?

I went to my room and since I wasn't feeling really tired; I stepped outside to the balcony. I loved it there so much. I sat on the wooden swing, as I always did when I wanted to think about something. And that night I wanted to think lot things!

Once again I wished my mom was here. She would know what to do. Even when I was 5 years old she was telling me to follow what my heart wants and needs, but sometimes it wasn't so easy... “Linda!” I heard a voice or maybe not?

Yeah great now I was hearing voices too... I turned my head just to make sure no one was there and it was just my imagination. This time I was wrong. “Sorry for coming like that!” Daryl said. I gave him a puzzled look. My eyes lit up when I saw him, though. “I just needed to tell you something. To get it out of me. I can't hold it anymore…”

“Is everything okay?” I asked him worried. I didn't know what else to say.

He sat next to me. “No! Of course it's nothing okay!” he didn't exactly answer to me. It was more like he was talking to himself. “I just have to let it out!” he mumbled. I didn't say anything. I let him continue. “From the first day I saw you I knew there was something special in you. Something that no one else had. It's not right to tell you that, since you have a boyfriend” he said the word 'boyfriend' in disgust. Like it was something bad. “And we don't know it's other for long, but I'm in love with you. I just want to hold you and never let you go. I would give up everything to be with you. To feel for once like I'm in heaven.” I didn't know what to say, what to do, or even what to feel... “I'd give up everything to kiss you like he does...” and then all of sudden he kissed me. He put his hands on my face and kissed me. Of course I kissed him back. The moment my lips touched his I didn't think about anything else, I just let my feeling flow, which he made me feel.

Daryl's P.O.V

I felt really relaxed that I told her-maybe not everything, but we still were a step closer. And the closer I was getting to her the more chances I had.

I wanted to let her dive into my heart - my soul - and get to know me from the beginning. But what I did was not right - it wasn't wrong though - but I had to show her something of our relationship, of our love, so I could make her understand. Did I do right? She wasn't mine but she wasn't a stranger, too. We had something that I destroyed.

“I'm sorry for what I did” I said hastily and turned my back to her. I turned to her again and I told her: “I'm not actually sorry, I wanted to kiss you and I'm glad I did it.” I stopped and watch her. It was clear that I had caught her by surprise but she was trying not to show it. Her chicks were red and her eyes were like stars. It was like the very first time I kissed her, but of course she didn't remember. I told her exactly the same things as I had 2 years before and I meant them for second time. “You know how I feel about you, now how do you feel? You can tell me whenever you decide. I want to know even if it'll be...bad for me. If you want to disappear from your sight I will, just tell me and...” This time she caught me by surprise. She got closer to me, closer than ever, and hugged me. It was a relief for me to be where I wanted. My arms fitted to her waist. We stayed there for a couple of minutes and then - too soon - she stepped away. The way she looked me in the eyes, it was like the old time - and said to me: “I really don't know how I feel about you, but the sure thing is that I will pain if you get out of my life. For some odd reason I need you here by my side. I don't know how you're doing this but you are important to me, so... please don't go away.”

She told all these without taking a breath. I knew her pretty well to recognize that she was nervous. She could never speak for her emotions. That was one thing that captured me on the first place. She was thrilling. Until she had confessed her own feelings to me I couldn't tell if I meant anything to her. This time was different! I knew that I was important – as a friend - but I wanted more. I couldn't say more so I just leaned and kissed her forehead. She didn't move as I was leaving. I didn't either but... I had to. “Good night” I whispered to the dark night, hoping that she would get my message.



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